Curiosity killed the Cat.

Dee. 22. Mama to a wild thing. Dreamer. Book Worm. Over-thinker.

"Memory is a tenuous thing, flickering glimpses, blue and white, like ancient, decomposing 16mm film. Happiness escapes me there, where faces are vague and yesterday seems to come tied up in ribbons of pain. Happiness? I look for it instead of today, where memory is something I can still
touch, still rely on. I find it in the smiles of new friends, the hope blossoming inside. My happiest memories have no place in the past; they are those I have yet to create."

Seeing a lot of my friends graduate from college today makes me happy for them and sad for myself. It isn’t all bad though I mean a lot has changed since Highschool and beginning a Hairstylist making the same amount I made at the vet hospital it isn’t worth it, definitely want something where I can have a pretty fancy income, and being a nurse I just feel would put me in the rut of being to much like my mom even though she was a phlebotomist, So 2 years in OCC and then off to Oswego State for 4 and then I will be taking my CPA exam.Cant wait to start school! Even though it’ll be online for the 2 years at OCC but it works out with Lucas, after Im done with that he can start Preschool, Its hard for me to even picture him in preschool in a few years! My little boy is growing so fast and hes so smart. I love my little family.

Seriously though, if I added chocolate chips it would taste like Ben and Jerrys chunky monkey. #heathyeating #healthyicecream #icecream #thisshitisthebomb #yeahson

Seriously though, if I added chocolate chips it would taste like Ben and Jerrys chunky monkey. #heathyeating #healthyicecream #icecream #thisshitisthebomb #yeahson

I just want to feel alive again.